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Sweet Peas From My Garden


2010
07.20

Sweet peas from my garden

Sweet peas come very near the top of my favourite flower list, perhaps my favourite although I would hate to have to choose and can think of many others that hold a special place in my personal catalogue: cornflowers, old fashioned roses, lilac, cherry blossom, primroses, peonies….

What I love about sweet peas is their glorious, jewel- like colour and their sensational scent and I’m so pleased I planted a whole row in my garden this year. They have just begun to flower and this means I can pick them for the house and enjoy them all day – sweet peas love to be picked, in fact they insist on it. The more you pick, the more flowers appear – a cornucopia of delicate blossoms

My second novel, The Orchid House, reflected my love of flowers and gardens and was inspired by a visit to the Lost Gardens of Heligan. An editor at Bloomsbury said some good things about it and I often think of going back to it and using what I’ve learned – so much now-  to re-write it. I think one day I will…and the sweet peas will be there for sure.

The Flower Garden was set in rows of intense colour, spread out like a carpet made from rags of cotton and chintz. Protected behind walls of warm brick its sheltered beds threw up sweet, old-fashioned drifts of larkspur, cornflower and scabious, godetia and marigold.

Madeline stood against a row of cornflowers, a basket at her feet already half full with sweet peas and cosmos


Coming Home


2009
07.05

 

 

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My front window and the green fields beyond

 

It’s now a week since I got back from France and to my surprise I am still adjusting. It has been quite a culture shock to move from a place where writing was everything to a world full of home and people and another life altogether. Of course some of this has been wonderful: arriving back to my home and family - to a house full of colour with carpets underfoot and my garden full of green. How green is England!  (The tones here are so blue compared with those yellow tones in the Languedoc). I know it’s what returning travellers always say; England is so green. Well it’s true -it is a lush and beautiful garden full of honeyed scents and damp earth, with cows  in the fields, long grasses, pale roses, Wimbeldon and strawberries (in my opinion better than french strawberries) - and here there are no seagulls only the occassional owl at night. It is also the place where I belong and where my friends are:Val and Jackie and Marnie - and it feels good to be back on touch with them as well as with  family. (And others too, soon I hope)

 

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Roses in my garden

 

I saw London on the way here, staying overnight last Saturday and meeting up with Katie my daughter in Covent Garden – in the middle of the heatwave! My sleep deprived, aeroplane fuelled, head had difficulty in coping. I don’t think I’d ever seen London so crowded or so hot. We had to dive for cover into the air con interior of a restaurant the name of which I don’t remember and stay put drinking rose and eating pasta.

Finding my way back to Stoke Newington I somehow missed the great thunderous downpour. I got out of the tube at the Arsenal and found a lovely Nigerian mini cab driver to take me the rest of the way who waxed lyrical about London and how tolerant it was, how it was the only place to live. On our short journey, as if to prove a point, he took me past a  church where a transvesite/sexual ? wedding appeared to have taken place and all the guests were stood around at the church gate – men in dresses and veils looking very Lou Reed and very wild!  

Meanwhile my novel sits waiting on my desk upstairs. I can’t begin to contemplate work on it just yet but that’s not such a bad thing. Most novelists, and poets too, say let it rest – leave your work to stand for a while – as long as possible – so that when you come back to it you can see it with fresh eyes. I won’t be leaving it for too long but I have several poems jostling in my head, a number of books I want to read, and workshops* to prepare with Wendy, people to see - so plenty to do and of course I need to start checking out Danny Beck’s (the protaganist in my new novel) Newcastle

*Yesterday we did our first workshop on Life Writing – a bit of a shock – but it was great – see next blog for more details and photo

Sundays


2009
04.13

 

 

 

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From My Front Garden

 

As a child I hated Sundays. To me they represented lost days, mired in lethargy and boredom. Days spoiled by the tensions of enforced silence and barely concealed anger that rattled around in our house. Getting out of the house and away across the fields and riverbank was my escape.  
There were exceptions to the Sunday rule - in particular the summer picnics in the Quantocks and on Berrow sands and trips further afield in the old Hillman Minx, which was prone to overheating especially in holiday traffic.

This  disaffection with Sunday has persisted with me. I am rarely comfortable in its surroundings although I am getting better and Sundays are improving especially now that I no longer go out to work on Monday!

Easter Sunday was perfect – cloudless blue sky and sun on my back - a day spent working in the garden, then rounded off  by sitting back with a beer appreciating all the hard work and the way the garden has sprung into life with the coming of the sun (rather later here in the North I’m afraid).

Good Sundays stand in such stark contrast with those bad remembered days that  I find they sometimes inspire me to write. Here are two of my Sundays, with many more rolled in -

 

Sunday

The kind of light, crisp
white, perfect summer’s day
in spring

A saucer of blossom
cups the shoulder of my coat
casting

back when we walked
in the Kentish orchards of youth
not sown.

Sky blue on the rocks
together, unspoken, still
grown

Drinking love’s fruit cup  
under pale sunlight’s
stem

Days beyond improving
a love not inclined to
telling-

-then, when we were moved
by the same beauties
as now

by the same silent falling
of blossom on a coat
in sun.

 

 

Sundays

High stools and low ceilings

banish a century of Sunday blues

Moss walled cocoons

crowding alleys cobble 

of patent pavements,

red wine, undress, recall

unknown memories

shared, didn’t everyone

watch Morse? Did you

without falling asleep

would we watch together

is that what this is,

is that what

Sundays are for ?

Gardens In The Rain


2009
04.07

 

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I love my garden when it rains. It seems to me rain and summer sunshine are a perfect combination, bringing the garden alive, deepening  its colour. It’s the same in spring, and these last few days I’ve been reminded of that as I look out of the french windows from my large downstairs table where I also write.

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My second novel The Orchid House is set in a garden – a dark story of grief, sexual love and betrayal (as yet unpublished). I got the idea for the novel after I visited the Lost Gardens of Heligan in Cornwall - you must take a look at their magical website!

Here is my protaganist Anna, unsettled about the arrival of  Max, a man she has yet to meet but whose reputation preceeds him, going out into the garden before dawn:

A green moon hung above the cloud, presiding over ghostly fields and a pallid sky. The air was cool and the ground not yet warmed, waiting as it did for the dawn. The damp brushed at the hem of her wrap and The Long Garden stretched before her like a length of faded cretonne drying on a grey stone slab. In the borders red poppies splashed from their casings like spilt blood, amid pale spires of larkspur and rocket.

…she leaned against the brick of the Summerhouse and looked out beyond the jasmine fringed arch, waiting for the first rays of the sun to fall on the sea. Anna knew that just as everything would change when the sun rose so must she. She could not exist forever in the mythical exclusion of a fairytale, frightened to break the spell and at a loss to know how – how to change or what to do. Moreover, the prospect of a stranger’s arrival at the gate of her retreat, an intruder in her palace of memory, had unsettled her, leaving her sleepless and waiting for the dawn…

And here is the garden and it’s keeper Madeline, who makes potions and stock and who is considered half mad:

A clutch of lily of the valley grew in an arc at the base of a pear, spreading its arms out into the border, pushing its back against the damp moss of the wall. Here in the bottom corner of The Water Garden, Madeline knelt on the warm grass intent on the crescent of leaves sheltering the fine stems and arching heads of frayed bells. Convallaria Majalis was but one ingredient in her Trescombe Stock. Made over the entire season from petal and leaf; from the first jonquils of spring to the damask roses of summer, each year’s stock had its own bouquet. A little more lilac one year, a little less rose another, it was always distinguishable from other stocks by its pungency, its unmatched variety, its mixing of the seasons – a year held in a stone crock, kept in The Still Room, and stirred daily.

Writing Tip – it’s a wonderful time for gardens – and gardens can be timeless – so why not write about your garden, you could make something happen in it or just write a list appealing to the senses – sound, sight, smell, touch - you could write a scene from your novel in a garden -or transport your character to an exotic garden – see how he behaves – try to capture something of the magical and mysterious qualities gardens can hold. Write  a piece about a woman who longs for a garden – maybe someone in exile……just write!